{"id":18248,"date":"2022-05-29T18:19:05","date_gmt":"2022-05-30T01:19:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/?p=18248"},"modified":"2022-06-10T16:52:44","modified_gmt":"2022-06-10T23:52:44","slug":"sarahs-new-haven-rtc-testimony","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/sarahs-new-haven-rtc-testimony\/","title":{"rendered":"Sarah&#8217;s Testimony &#8211; New Haven RTC (2017 &#8211; 2018)"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"fusion-fullwidth fullwidth-box fusion-builder-row-1 fusion-flex-container gradient-container-1 nonhundred-percent-fullwidth non-hundred-percent-height-scrolling\" style=\"--awb-border-radius-top-left:0px;--awb-border-radius-top-right:0px;--awb-border-radius-bottom-right:0px;--awb-border-radius-bottom-left:0px;--awb-flex-wrap:wrap;\" ><div class=\"fusion-builder-row fusion-row fusion-flex-align-items-flex-start fusion-flex-content-wrap\" style=\"max-width:1216.8px;margin-left: calc(-4% \/ 2 );margin-right: calc(-4% \/ 2 );\"><div class=\"fusion-layout-column fusion_builder_column fusion-builder-column-0 fusion_builder_column_1_1 1_1 fusion-flex-column\" style=\"--awb-bg-size:cover;--awb-width-large:100%;--awb-margin-top-large:0px;--awb-spacing-right-large:1.92%;--awb-margin-bottom-large:20px;--awb-spacing-left-large:1.92%;--awb-width-medium:100%;--awb-order-medium:0;--awb-spacing-right-medium:1.92%;--awb-spacing-left-medium:1.92%;--awb-width-small:100%;--awb-order-small:0;--awb-spacing-right-small:1.92%;--awb-spacing-left-small:1.92%;\"><div class=\"fusion-column-wrapper fusion-column-has-shadow fusion-flex-justify-content-flex-start fusion-content-layout-column\"><div class=\"fusion-image-element \" style=\"text-align:center;--awb-caption-title-font-family:var(--h2_typography-font-family);--awb-caption-title-font-weight:var(--h2_typography-font-weight);--awb-caption-title-font-style:var(--h2_typography-font-style);--awb-caption-title-size:var(--h2_typography-font-size);--awb-caption-title-transform:var(--h2_typography-text-transform);--awb-caption-title-line-height:var(--h2_typography-line-height);--awb-caption-title-letter-spacing:var(--h2_typography-letter-spacing);\"><span class=\" fusion-imageframe imageframe-none imageframe-1 hover-type-none\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"500\" height=\"500\" title=\"New Haven RTC\" src=\"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/New-Haven-RTC.jpg\" alt class=\"img-responsive wp-image-17722\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/New-Haven-RTC-200x200.jpg 200w, https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/New-Haven-RTC-400x400.jpg 400w, https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/New-Haven-RTC.jpg 500w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/span><\/div><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-1 fusion-title-center fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-one\" style=\"--awb-margin-top:20px;\"><div class=\"title-sep-container title-sep-container-left\"><div class=\"title-sep sep- sep-solid\" style=\"border-color:#e0dede;\"><\/div><\/div><span class=\"awb-title-spacer\"><\/span><h1 class=\"fusion-title-heading title-heading-center fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:46;line-height:1.04;\">Sarah&#8217;s Testimony &#8211; New Haven RTC<\/h1><span class=\"awb-title-spacer\"><\/span><div class=\"title-sep-container title-sep-container-right\"><div class=\"title-sep sep- sep-solid\" style=\"border-color:#e0dede;\"><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class=\"fusion-title title fusion-title-2 fusion-title-center fusion-title-text fusion-title-size-three\" style=\"--awb-margin-top:20px;\"><div class=\"title-sep-container title-sep-container-left\"><div class=\"title-sep sep- sep-solid\" style=\"border-color:#e0dede;\"><\/div><\/div><span class=\"awb-title-spacer\"><\/span><h3 class=\"fusion-title-heading title-heading-center fusion-responsive-typography-calculated\" style=\"margin:0;--fontSize:16;--minFontSize:16;line-height:1.5;\">2017 &#8211; 2018<\/h3><span class=\"awb-title-spacer\"><\/span><div class=\"title-sep-container title-sep-container-right\"><div class=\"title-sep sep- sep-solid\" style=\"border-color:#e0dede;\"><\/div><\/div><\/div><div class=\"fusion-separator\" style=\"align-self: center;margin-left: auto;margin-right: auto;margin-top:20px;margin-bottom:20px;width:100%;max-width:250px;\"><div class=\"fusion-separator-border sep-single sep-solid\" style=\"--awb-height:20px;--awb-amount:20px;--awb-sep-color:var(--awb-custom_color_5);border-color:var(--awb-custom_color_5);border-top-width:1px;\"><\/div><\/div><div class=\"fusion-text fusion-text-1\"><p>Wow, I have so much.<\/p>\n<p>My therapist, Alice, was super sensitive. I hurt her feelings a few times or she\u2019d get sad by our conversations in therapy and she\u2019d cry. Once she was offended because I told her I couldn\u2019t continue discussing a triggering topic and I was crying and hyperventilating and she kept pushing me to have that conversation. So I got up and started walking towards her office door to leave, as she wouldn\u2019t allow me to change the subject, and she moved her chair and sat down in front of the door to block my path.<\/p>\n<p>I never had a panic attack that bad and I still get panic attacks involving memories of that day, or what my fear of entrapment originally stemmed for, which Alice magnified by trapping and me and constantly forcing me to talk to her about it. I was trapped in her office, panicking, crying, and on the borderline of fainting for almost 45 minutes until it was time for her to clock out so she just left.<\/p>\n<p>Then she dropped me 2 phases for \u201cnot showing the ability to regulate emotions\u201d and didn\u2019t speak to me for 2 weeks.<\/p>\n<p>More than that, she forced me to apologize to her in front of treatment team and lied to them and said I was physically pushing her aside- which never happens. After all was said and done, and she finally talked to me again, she started crying and said I hurt her feelings when I don\u2019t trust her.<\/p>\n<p>New Haven was an entire and complete nightmare, but this specific story and having Alice as a therapist is something I still have bad dreams about, 5 years later.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":17722,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"acf":[],"cp_meta_data":{"_edit_lock":["1654905035:2"],"_edit_last":["2"],"_thumbnail_id":["17722"],"_fusion":["a:16:{s:25:\"show_first_featured_image\";s:2:\"no\";s:4:\"fimg\";a:2:{s:5:\"width\";s:0:\"\";s:6:\"height\";s:0:\"\";}s:17:\"post_links_target\";s:2:\"no\";s:7:\"bg_full\";s:2:\"no\";s:17:\"slider_visibility\";s:51:\"small-visibility,medium-visibility,large-visibility\";s:12:\"main_padding\";a:2:{s:3:\"top\";s:0:\"\";s:6:\"bottom\";s:0:\"\";}s:15:\"content_bg_full\";s:2:\"no\";s:20:\"image_rollover_icons\";s:7:\"default\";s:9:\"bg_repeat\";s:7:\"default\";s:11:\"slider_type\";s:2:\"no\";s:9:\"wooslider\";s:1:\"0\";s:19:\"blog_page_title_bar\";s:7:\"default\";s:17:\"content_bg_repeat\";s:7:\"default\";s:13:\"posts_sidebar\";s:15:\"default_sidebar\";s:15:\"posts_sidebar_2\";s:15:\"default_sidebar\";s:14:\"sidebar_sticky\";s:7:\"default\";}"],"_fusion_google_fonts":[""],"fusion_builder_status":["active"],"elegant_typography":[""],"om_disable_all_campaigns":[""],"avada_post_views_count":["614"],"avada_today_post_views_count":["1"],"avada_post_views_count_today_date":["26-04-2024"],"_sq_old_slug":["?p=18248"]},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18248"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18248"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18248\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/17722"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18248"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18248"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18248"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}