{"id":1500,"date":"2021-12-31T08:37:24","date_gmt":"2021-12-31T08:37:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/?p=1500"},"modified":"2022-03-11T08:35:40","modified_gmt":"2022-03-11T08:35:40","slug":"dead-inside-they-tried-to-break-me-this-is-the-true-story-of-how-i-survived","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/dead-inside-they-tried-to-break-me-this-is-the-true-story-of-how-i-survived\/","title":{"rendered":"Dead Inside: They tried to break me. This is the true story of how I survived"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Dead-Inside-tried-break-survived\/dp\/1492652792\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\"><strong>Dead Inside: They tried to break me. This is the true story of how I survived<\/strong><\/a>\u00a0\u2013 By Cyndy Etler \u2013 I never was a badass. Or a slut, a junkie, or a stoner, like they told me I was. I was just a kid looking for something good, something that felt like love. I was a wannabe in a Levi\u2019s jean jacket. Anybody could see that. Except my mother. And the staff at Straight. I was thirteen when I ran away from my abusive home. After a month in a shelter for kids\u2013the best month of my childhood\u2013my mother heard about Princess Di and First Lady Nancy Reagan\u2019s visit to this place that was working miracles with troubled teens. Straight Inc., it was called.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dead Inside: They tried to break me. This is the true story of how I survived\u00a0\u2013 By Cyndy Etler \u2013 I never was a badass. Or a slut, a junkie, or a stoner, like they told me I was. I was just a kid looking for something good, something that felt like love. I was [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1464,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[26],"tags":[],"acf":[],"cp_meta_data":{"_edit_lock":["1646987741:2"],"_edit_last":["2"],"_thumbnail_id":["1464"],"_fusion":["a:16:{s:25:\"show_first_featured_image\";s:3:\"yes\";s:4:\"fimg\";a:2:{s:5:\"width\";s:0:\"\";s:6:\"height\";s:0:\"\";}s:17:\"post_links_target\";s:2:\"no\";s:7:\"bg_full\";s:2:\"no\";s:17:\"slider_visibility\";s:51:\"small-visibility,medium-visibility,large-visibility\";s:12:\"main_padding\";a:2:{s:3:\"top\";s:0:\"\";s:6:\"bottom\";s:0:\"\";}s:15:\"content_bg_full\";s:2:\"no\";s:20:\"image_rollover_icons\";s:7:\"default\";s:9:\"bg_repeat\";s:7:\"default\";s:11:\"slider_type\";s:2:\"no\";s:9:\"wooslider\";s:1:\"0\";s:19:\"blog_page_title_bar\";s:7:\"default\";s:17:\"content_bg_repeat\";s:7:\"default\";s:13:\"posts_sidebar\";s:15:\"default_sidebar\";s:15:\"posts_sidebar_2\";s:15:\"default_sidebar\";s:14:\"sidebar_sticky\";s:7:\"default\";}"],"_fusion_google_fonts":[""],"fusion_builder_status":[""],"om_disable_all_campaigns":[""],"avada_post_views_count":["369"],"avada_today_post_views_count":["1"],"avada_post_views_count_today_date":["26-04-2024"]},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1500"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1500"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1500\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1464"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1500"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1500"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.unsilenced.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1500"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}